And Stars Are Coming Out In Waves

Mon, 23 Jan 2006 13:17:25 GMT

I hate life.
This year. In the 8th grade.
I learned someting new.
That not just love hurts when your looking for your soul mate.
But it hurts when you love and care about someone just because your close to them.
Whether or not you really like them. It hurts.
Thats why I dont choose to get close to too many people.
Because one day some how. I knew this would happen.
I dont hate life. But I sure in the hell dont love it.
I dont understand it.
I dont want to grow up.
But yet, I just want to know things.
I dont want to wait, and have things happen to me.
It hurts tooo much.

YAY!

Fri, 25 Nov 2005 14:29:30 GMT

Today is my bday. And you love it.

turkey

Thu, 24 Nov 2005 16:51:40 GMT

HAPPY TURKEY DAY GANGSTERS!!!

Thu, 24 Nov 2005 03:16:22 GMT

Im Bored. Tomarrow is turkey day. so that means today is turkey eve, lol.
Thats a new holiday because Jenn said it is.
And on Friday is my birthday and You better Love me bitches.

niggaplease♥

I got bored.

Wed, 02 Nov 2005 03:52:27 GMT

Which Something Corporate Song Are You?
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Sun, 23 Oct 2005 23:32:44 GMT

Take the quiz: "Which Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtle are You?"

Raphael
You can be considered the 'dark one' of your family. You're a hot-head, face it. Or...the 'Realist' some may say. It's a dog-eat-dog world, you're a pretty big dog. You normally lay low until some one gets up your back. You're anti-social and short-tempered...and you're not big on admitting it! But, even though you can act kinda rude and not-there, you're a rather large teddy bear on the inside when it comes to the ones you love...in danger. You hate being called a, 'softy' and you're always ready to 'bring it'.

Sat, 01 Oct 2005 17:32:01 GMT

Gretchen Weiner

Which Mean Girl are you?
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Fri, 23 Sep 2005 02:06:46 GMT

HAVE YOU EVER...

1. Kissed your cousin: maybe

2. Ran away: yes

3. Pictured your crush naked: duh

4. Skipped school: i think so

5. Broken someone's heart: not that i know of.

6. Been in love: Yes

7. Cried when someone died: Yes

8. Wanted someone you knew you couldn't have: yes....

9. Broken a bone: Never

10. Done something embarrassing: Yes. but who hasnt?

11. Lied: haha. duh thats my middle name LIAR!

13. Coke or Pepsi: DIET Pepsi

14. Sprite or 7UP: sprite

15. Girls or Guys: Guys

16. Flowers or Candy: candy

17. Scruff or Clean shaved: Clean shaved

18. Blondes or Brunetts: Brunetts

19. bitchy or slutty: bitchy

20. Tall or Short: short i guess.

21. Pants or Shorts: pants.

22. Night or Day: Night.

23. What do you notice first: hair shoes eyes

24. Like Being Spanked: Not personaly

25. Worst Question For them to ask: hmmm...

26. Showered: Today.

27. Stepped outside: No

29. Ever been Engaged/ Married: hah. no

30. Your Good luck charm: my pink googles even though i broke them lol. i still carry them.

31. Person You Hate Most: thank god a question i dont have to think about. JEFF BANFIELD!! I rather make out with cole murphy than look at jeff for a long period of time.

32. Best Thing That Has Happened To You: hmm... idk theres alot of things. im a lucky sun of a bitch.

34. Picture on your desktop: well since my parents did shit to the computer, its the default.

35. Color: white and aqua

36. Movie: Mean girls. but im meaner than them.

37. Artist or band: hmmm... theres quite a few. the used or something corporate.

38. Cars: idk

39. Ice Cream: Chocolate chip cookie dough duh was that a question.

41. Food: speggetti or pizza

42. Makes You Laugh The Most: ADAM W.'s face. haha. jk. even though that is quite funny. i would have to say well i laugh at everything so idk. it doesnt take much to me happy.

43. Makes You Smile: my friends no correction MY GOOD NICE FRIENDS.

44. Can Make You Feel Better No Matter What: hmm... well karly makes me laugh when i really dont want to. austin is the one i can talk to. shauna is the one i can go totally crazy on and she still understands.

45. Has A Crush On You: i dont know.

46. Do You Have A Crush On Someone: yes well no, maybe im confused.

47 Who Has It Easier? who knows

48. Gives You A Funny Feeling When You See them: do i have to say his name.

DO YOU EVER...

49. Sit By The Phone Waiting For A Phone Call All Night: i have. not lately

50. Save AIM Conversations: not since the one i got in truble for.

51. Save E-mails: not really.

52. Forwarded Secret E-mails: No

53. Wish You Were Someone Else: Not at all.

54. Wish You Were A Member Of The Opposite Sex: hah. no.

55 Wear perfume: Yes.

56. Kiss: no....

57. Cuddle: sometimes. when i need it. but not for a long time.

58. Go Online For Longer Than Eight Hours At A Time: i use to till KYLE MILLER!!!

HAVE YOU EVER....

59. Fallen For Your Best Friend?: Yes

60. Made Out With JUST A Friend?: nope

61. Kissed Two People In The Same Day?: No.

62. Had Sex With Two Different People In The Same Day? im a virgin and thats weird.

63. Been Rejected?: Yes

64. Been In Love?: Yes

65. Been In Lust?: uh huh

66. Used Someone?: i know im mean but thats just wrong.

67. Been Used?: i think so but i hated the guy and was forced to go out with him.

68. Dumped Someone?: Yes.

69. Been Cheated On?: i dont think so.

70. Back Doored It?: uh no. why would i do that.

71. Done Something You Regret?: yes. but dont think i regret getting in truble for the whole Jeff thing cuz i didnt.

WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON...

72. You Touched?: kyle whitaker, he was being retarded at swimming.

73. You Talked To?: My brother. Tony.

74. You Hugged?: Jamie Kaye

75. You Instant Messaged?: thats been forever so how would i remember.

76. You Kissed?: no one. well on the cheek i think it was jamie or my mom.

77. You Yelled At?: Kyle whitaker

78. You Dreamed About?: a guy.

79. Who Text Messaged You?: No one.

80. Who Broke Your Heart?: i think austin.

81. Who Told You They Loved You? Kyle but he wasnt serious. i cant believe im saying this but i think it was jeff that ment it like that.

DO YOU...

82. Color Your Hair? no

83. Have Tattoos? No

84. Have Piercings?: no

85. Boyfriend/girlfriend?: No

86. Own A Webcam?: no.

88. Ever Get Off The Damn Computer?: not usally. but IM GROUNDED!!

89. Sprechen Sie Deutsch?: No.

90. Habla espanol?: No

91. Buy Designer: sometimes,

HAVE YOU / DO YOU / ARE YOU...

92. Stolen Anything?: Yes I have.

94. Schizophrenic?: No.

95. Obsessive?: Yes. Aqua Teen Hunger Force is my obsession. So is myspace

96. Compulsive?: eh i have

97. Obsessive compulsive?: no.

98. Panic?: Yes.

99. Anxiety?: at times.

100. Stressed?: Yeah i guess.

wow im bored, and supposed to be doing homework. oh well.

Fri, 23 Sep 2005 01:32:37 GMT

i hate being grounded. talk to me on here. please. hm...

Mon, 05 Sep 2005 20:26:23 GMT

well jeeze i never use this anymore. i really should. but i cant find the time. with myspace and all. lol.

why?

Wed, 24 Aug 2005 22:54:40 GMT

why do boys have to be gay. why do they have to have an extreme affect on you. why do you have to go through the experince of TEENAGE LOVE! and why does every thing have to be about them. and why do you have to like so many different people, and why does it matter so fucking much to me. why? just someone effing tell me why.i dont want to have to feel my heart burning. i would do anything for just one thing to happen.

Tue, 09 Aug 2005 21:45:26 GMT

I HATE MYSPACE! I GOT DELETED, TWICE, NOW ADD ME

WWW.MYSPACE.COM/MYSPACEISGAY123

nice chat

Fri, 05 Aug 2005 21:34:55 GMT

Just The Girl X7: i do but your a perv so your not getting any thats why you have to ask people in chats that dont know you
biglish31: i was just seeing how many ppl i could get to im me
Just The Girl X7: sure
biglish31: i swear
Just The Girl X7: i undersatnd that you have truble having sex its ok
biglish31: and i already got some
Just The Girl X7: alot of ppl do
Just The Girl X7: did you get some from someone you know?
biglish31: yea
Just The Girl X7: i dont believe you
biglish31: w/e
biglish31: ur jealous cuz u aint got nonw
Just The Girl X7: i dont need any to complete my life
Just The Girl X7: unlike you
Just The Girl X7: admit it you have a sexual problem
biglish31: how would u know
Just The Girl X7: because you are craving attention from people in chat rooms
Just The Girl X7: and its not healthy
biglish31: i was joking
biglish31: whats ur fucking problem
Just The Girl X7: dont lie to me or swear at me young man
biglish31: um and u are gonna tell me what to do
Just The Girl X7: i cant stop you but i can sure lead you in the right direction
Just The Girl X7: first step is admitting your sexual problem
biglish31: your the one with the problems
biglish31: u need a fucking life
Just The Girl X7: i have a life, its helping sexually acttive kids
biglish31: that is no life
biglish31: u ho
Just The Girl X7: it Hoe*
biglish31: i dont give a shit
Just The Girl X7: Watch your mouth
Just The Girl X7: you are too young to be talking like that
Just The Girl X7: say it with me
Just The Girl X7: I HAve A Sexual Problem
Just The Girl X7: ok your turb
Just The Girl X7: turn*
biglish31: u have a sexual problem
Just The Girl X7: No Thats not What i Saud
Just The Girl X7: said*
biglish31: i
biglish31: dont
biglish31: give
biglish31: a
biglish31: shit
Just The Girl X7: Well You Should
biglish31: ur not my mother dumbass
Just The Girl X7: Do Your Parents know that you have had sex?
Just The Girl X7: ?
biglish31: y do u give a damn
Just The Girl X7: I Am Trying to Help You
biglish31: ur pissing me off is what ur doing
Just The Girl X7: well if you change your mind, im always on and i will always help you
biglish31: no thank u
Just The Girl X7: i said if you change your mind
biglish31: well i dont think im going too

Tue, 26 Jul 2005 20:39:08 GMT

How tall are you? 5'3
Do you own a gun? No.
Rehab? No.

Have you ever killed an animal? do insects count?

Are you Irish? Yes

What do you think of hot dogs? sometimes i like them, sometimes i dont

What's your favorite

What is your favorite smell? warm vanillia sugar

What do you prefer to drink in the morning? chocolate milk

Do you do pushups? Yes

Have you ever done ecstasy? no

Have you been shot? No.

Have you ever been hospitalized? Yes.

Do you like painkillers? Sure

What's your secret weapon to lure in the opposite sex? i never thought about it

Do you own a knife? no

Do you have ADD? No

Do you love the pain a tattoo brings? nope.

Name five drinks you regularly drink: Chocolate milk, Diet Pepsi, and thats all i drink unless all there is, is Mountian dew

What's in your CD player? Thrice

What CD player: my stereo

What's under your bed: alot of shit i dont care about

What time did you wake up today? 5:30

Tue, 26 Jul 2005 20:32:11 GMT

seth is born! another child jeeze! I Cant Wait To See Him

Sat, 23 Jul 2005 15:28:56 GMT

This Was in My Friends Info, And I Thought It Was Great!

15 REASONS TO DATE A SWIMMER:
1 - we're half naked all the time
2 - we're always wet and we love it
3 - we do it on our backs or our stomachs.
4 - we are ready at the sound of a buzzer
5 - we can do it fast or slow
6 - we can do it 4 diff wayz
7 - no matter how tired we get we can always keep going
8 - we can do it in the cold or in the rain.
9 - we do it in water
10- we are always in shape
11- we're always ready to go fast
12- it wont take long to get us undresesed
13- we have excellent endurance and stamina
14- we don't mind it when it gets a lil rough
15- we're just so hot

Thu, 21 Jul 2005 14:20:47 GMT

I Hate People! You know what can i really fucking help that there are slow people in this fucking town! I mean, if your going to slack off, go ahead it doesnt hurt me any, but if your gonna tell people that already hate me, because Im faster than them, That i moved out of their fucking lane, which me and shauna were in first! That we moved into Brittney's lane to slack of, and all she did was slack off, she missed 1,000 fucking yards, and shauna missed none, and I missed a fucking 50, because i had to, pee! so, you Know what bitches, DIE!

Thu, 21 Jul 2005 02:25:04 GMT

Thank God For That Sweet, Sweet Taste Of Diet Pepsi!

Sun, 17 Jul 2005 23:24:25 GMT

today was conference and im totally not happy because for one thing i didnt make my state cut in the 200 back, =(, nor in the 100, but i was close like always, and it took me all day, me weekend was pretty blah, i was there till like 2:30, but they gave us frizbees, so its all good, i guess?. so blah

Sun, 17 Jul 2005 01:21:40 GMT

I thought this had a good point...

i'm not afraid of height's - i'm afraid of
falling - i'm not scared of the dark - i'm
afraid of what's in it. - i'm not afraid to
love - i'm afraid of not being loved back

Sat, 16 Jul 2005 21:19:25 GMT

Your Summer Anthem is Best Of You by the Foo Fighters

I've got another confession my friend
I'm no fool
I'm getting tired of starting again
Somewhere new

While you may seem bright on the outside, your insides have a distinct angst flavor.

What's Your 2005 Summer Anthem?

Sat, 16 Jul 2005 14:30:37 GMT

yesterday karly spent the night she came over around like noon, and we went to hawthorne and saw dylan and ryan. then we saw cami and trevor, and i think they are going out but im not sure! but we were supposed to meet jeff there but he got into truble cause he didnt pack his bag.so we just left. we went swimming and then we went shopping with my mom my brother and tessa, in the target parking lot my brother opened the door and nocked the view mirrior off, and hes like oops, and then my mom was like im not paying for that, and so he put it down and my mom went into the store and tessa went poop in her pull up so my brothers all like we should put in their car, and he just ended up puting it in the sewer and it was funny, my mom came out before those people did and my brother was just like i wish i still had it, lol! we also had mcdonlands and karly is a fat pig, and we spent like $20 there and my brother said we should have told them we were on a diet and get all mad that they took the super size meals away! haha, and then i decided in the toys asile in target thaty i want to be a pretty princess! so i am, but my brother said hes sorry that he made the cheerleading squad and i didnt, it was funny, but if i say pretty princess one more time then karly might kill me! and we talked on the phone with jeff intill like 1130 and then at midnight we went skini dipping and it felt weird, but i got used to it, i swam backstroke but nakid , haha, thats what pretty princesses do!

Fri, 15 Jul 2005 01:59:27 GMT

Declan came home!

oh yea and im going out with jeff

Thu, 14 Jul 2005 22:05:55 GMT

[Name] Jen
[Nickname] Jen-Jen
[Birthday] nov. 25
[Age] 13
[Your zodiac sign] sagatarious
[Location] Chesterton, IN
[Eye color] Brown
[Height] 5'3
[Shoe size] 8 or 9
[Parents still together] yepp
[Siblings] 2 older brothers
[Pets] none
[In school/graduated] in school
[What do you drive] a bike

Favorites:
[Color] white, or pink, or orange, or green. i have lots, the freakin rainbow
[Animal] white tiger, or a dolphin
[Vehicle] mustang
[Flower] white rose
[Scent] warm vanilla sugar
[Soda] Diet Pepsi

Do you...
[Color your hair?] nope
[Twirl your hair?] yea
[Have Piercing?] nope
[Have a boyfriend/girlfriend/both?] nope
[Cheated on a test or something?] yes
[Drink/Smoke?] no/no
[Like roller coasters?] not really
[Wish you could live somewhere else?] yes, this town is as boring as hell
[Want more piercing?] nope
[Write in cursive or print?] print
[Sweat a lot?] haha, lets let colton tell you that one
[Know how to drive?] nope
[Diet?] why?
[Own a cell phone?] i wish

Have you ever...
[Gotten a speeding ticket?] dont drive
[Been in a wreck?] nope
[Been in a fist fight?] not that remember
[Held a gun?] maybe...
[Drank?] yes
[Considered being a hooker?] haha, in a dream
[Cried over a girl?] no
[Cried over a boy?] yes
[Been in love?] yes
[Fallen for your best friend?] yes
[Been rejected?] yes
[Been in lust?] not really
[Used someone?] nope
[Been used?] i think so
[Been kissed?] nope
[Current mood] bored
[Current CD in stereo] fall out boy, dont know whitch one prolly both

The last time...
[Last book you read] im still reading princess umm.. i dont remember what its called
[Last movie you saw in theaters] fantastic 4, on friday
[Last thing you ate] green popcicle
[Last person you talked to on the phone] Karly

Do you...
[Do drugs?] nope
[Have a dream that keeps coming back?] yes
[Play an instrument?] no
[Believe there is life on other planets?] sure
[Read the newspaper?] hell no
[Have any gay or lesbian friends?] bi
[Believe in miracles?] of course
[Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever?] yes
[Have a favorite candy?] yes, chewy air heads
[Believe in God?] yepp
[Do well in school?] nope
[Go to or plan to go to college] plan to yes
[Wear hats?] not usally
[Hate yourself?] no
[Collect anything?] caps
[Have a best friend?] karly, yes
[Close friends?] yes
[Like your handwriting?] its ok
[Care about looks?] no

Love life
[First crush] tuker miller in preschool
[First kiss] havent had it
[single or attached?] single
[Do you believe in love at first sight?] sure
[Do you believe in "the one?"] yes
[Have you ever played a game that required removal of clothing?] yes...
[Are you a tease?] haha, no..
[Shy to make the first move?] sure

Are you a...
[Wuss] no
[Freak] maybe...
[Dork] yes
[Bitch/Asshole] uh huh
[Sarcastic] yes
[Shy] kinda, not really
[Talkative] yes
[Flirty] sure

i hate ppl

Thu, 14 Jul 2005 02:30:16 GMT

why do people have to be so gifted, i mean there are people that are blessed with a talent and they persue it, the use it! and thats cool, im fine with that, i could really care less.But when you have someone like lets take Tyler Fozcos for example, he is so fucking fast! and yea im good and all but i have truble making state! i work my butt off every fucking day, i swim all the fucking time and what happens to me at the end of the season, i miss the state cut by 1/100 of a fucking second! and guess what Tyler makes fucking zones witch is 4 times the speed of state and lets see what he does all season, mmhm, he sits at home smoking pot and fucks his sister, and we all know it so why do they even bother to hide it, i mean everywhere they go they are together and its more than a brother sister bond trust me! so im sorry that there are people in this world like that in every fucking sport! that do nothing, they dont diserve a damn thing they got! and the sit around and bitch at people all fucking day long! because they dont know what its like to try everytime and fail and get put down by the other teams and even their own coaches, because the coaches like them because they are so fucking fast! They Have No Idea!!! They dont sit at home and cry or cry after the most important race of their life! they dont even know what the rejection feels like, or the burning in your eyes from crying so much and hard! They dont Know what its like to be NORMAL!