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I hate life.
This year. In the 8th grade.
I learned someting new.
That not just love hurts when your looking for your soul mate.
But it hurts when you love and care about someone just because your close to them.
Whether or not you really like them. It hurts.
Thats why I dont choose to get close to too many people.
Because one day some how. I knew this would happen.
I dont hate life. But I sure in the hell dont love it.
I dont understand it.
I dont want to grow up.
But yet, I just want to know things.
I dont want to wait, and have things happen to me.
It hurts tooo much.

Im Bored. Tomarrow is turkey day. so that means today is turkey eve, lol.
Thats a new holiday because Jenn said it is.
And on Friday is my birthday and You better Love me bitches.

niggaplease♥

Gretchen Weiner


Which Mean Girl are you?
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HAVE YOU EVER...

1. Kissed your cousin: maybe

2. Ran away: yes


3. Pictured your crush naked: duh

4. Skipped school: i think so

5. Broken someone's heart: not that i know of.

6. Been in love: Yes

7. Cried when someone died: Yes

8. Wanted someone you knew you couldn't have: yes....

9. Broken a bone: Never

10. Done something embarrassing: Yes. but who hasnt?


11. Lied: haha. duh thats my middle name LIAR!

13. Coke or Pepsi: DIET Pepsi


14. Sprite or 7UP: sprite

15. Girls or Guys: Guys

16. Flowers or Candy: candy

17. Scruff or Clean shaved: Clean shaved

18. Blondes or Brunetts: Brunetts

19. bitchy or slutty: bitchy

20. Tall or Short: short i guess.


21. Pants or Shorts: pants.

22. Night or Day: Night.


23. What do you notice first: hair shoes eyes


24. Like Being Spanked: Not personaly

25. Worst Question For them to ask: hmmm...

26. Showered: Today.

27. Stepped outside: No


29. Ever been Engaged/ Married: hah. no

30. Your Good luck charm: my pink googles even though i broke them lol. i still carry them.

31. Person You Hate Most: thank god a question i dont have to think about. JEFF BANFIELD!! I rather make out with cole murphy than look at jeff for a long period of time.

32. Best Thing That Has Happened To You: hmm... idk theres alot of things. im a lucky sun of a bitch.

34. Picture on your desktop: well since my parents did shit to the computer, its the default.

35. Color: white and aqua


36. Movie: Mean girls. but im meaner than them.


37. Artist or band: hmmm... theres quite a few. the used or something corporate.

38. Cars: idk

39. Ice Cream: Chocolate chip cookie dough duh was that a question.


41. Food: speggetti or pizza

42. Makes You Laugh The Most: ADAM W.'s face. haha. jk. even though that is quite funny. i would have to say well i laugh at everything so idk. it doesnt take much to me happy.



43. Makes You Smile: my friends no correction MY GOOD NICE FRIENDS.



44. Can Make You Feel Better No Matter What: hmm... well karly makes me laugh when i really dont want to. austin is the one i can talk to. shauna is the one i can go totally crazy on and she still understands.

45. Has A Crush On You: i dont know.


46. Do You Have A Crush On Someone: yes well no, maybe im confused.

47 Who Has It Easier? who knows

48. Gives You A Funny Feeling When You See them: do i have to say his name.

DO YOU EVER...

49. Sit By The Phone Waiting For A Phone Call All Night: i have. not lately

50. Save AIM Conversations: not since the one i got in truble for.

51. Save E-mails: not really.

52. Forwarded Secret E-mails: No

53. Wish You Were Someone Else: Not at all.

54. Wish You Were A Member Of The Opposite Sex: hah. no.

55 Wear perfume: Yes.

56. Kiss: no....

57. Cuddle: sometimes. when i need it. but not for a long time.

58. Go Online For Longer Than Eight Hours At A Time: i use to till KYLE MILLER!!!

HAVE YOU EVER....

59. Fallen For Your Best Friend?: Yes

60. Made Out With JUST A Friend?: nope

61. Kissed Two People In The Same Day?: No.

62. Had Sex With Two Different People In The Same Day? im a virgin and thats weird.

63. Been Rejected?: Yes

64. Been In Love?: Yes

65. Been In Lust?: uh huh


66. Used Someone?: i know im mean but thats just wrong.


67. Been Used?: i think so but i hated the guy and was forced to go out with him.


68. Dumped Someone?: Yes.

69. Been Cheated On?: i dont think so.


70. Back Doored It?: uh no. why would i do that.


71. Done Something You Regret?: yes. but dont think i regret getting in truble for the whole Jeff thing cuz i didnt.


WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON...

72. You Touched?: kyle whitaker, he was being retarded at swimming.

73. You Talked To?: My brother. Tony.

74. You Hugged?: Jamie Kaye

75. You Instant Messaged?: thats been forever so how would i remember.

76. You Kissed?: no one. well on the cheek i think it was jamie or my mom.

77. You Yelled At?: Kyle whitaker

78. You Dreamed About?: a guy.


79. Who Text Messaged You?: No one.


80. Who Broke Your Heart?: i think austin.


81. Who Told You They Loved You? Kyle but he wasnt serious. i cant believe im saying this but i think it was jeff that ment it like that.

DO YOU...

82. Color Your Hair? no

83. Have Tattoos? No

84. Have Piercings?: no

85. Boyfriend/girlfriend?: No

86. Own A Webcam?: no.

88. Ever Get Off The Damn Computer?: not usally. but IM GROUNDED!!


89. Sprechen Sie Deutsch?: No.

90. Habla espanol?: No

91. Buy Designer: sometimes,

HAVE YOU / DO YOU / ARE YOU...

92. Stolen Anything?: Yes I have.

94. Schizophrenic?: No.

95. Obsessive?: Yes. Aqua Teen Hunger Force is my obsession. So is myspace

96. Compulsive?: eh i have

97. Obsessive compulsive?: no.

98. Panic?: Yes.

99. Anxiety?: at times.

100. Stressed?: Yeah i guess.

wow im bored, and supposed to be doing homework. oh well.

i hate being grounded. talk to me on here. please. hm...

well jeeze i never use this anymore. i really should. but i cant find the time. with myspace and all. lol.

I HATE MYSPACE! I GOT DELETED, TWICE, NOW ADD ME

 

WWW.MYSPACE.COM/MYSPACEISGAY123

How tall are you? 5'3
Do you own a gun? No.
Rehab? No.

Have you ever killed an animal? do insects count?

Are you Irish? Yes

What do you think of hot dogs? sometimes i like them, sometimes i dont

What's your favorite

What is your favorite smell? warm vanillia sugar

What do you prefer to drink in the morning? chocolate milk

Do you do pushups? Yes

Have you ever done ecstasy? no

Have you been shot? No.

Have you ever been hospitalized? Yes.

Do you like painkillers? Sure

What's your secret weapon to lure in the opposite sex? i never thought about it

Do you own a knife? no

Do you have ADD? No

Do you love the pain a tattoo brings? nope.

Name five drinks you regularly drink: Chocolate milk, Diet Pepsi, and thats all i drink unless all there is, is Mountian dew

What's in your CD player? Thrice

What CD player: my stereo

What's under your bed: alot of shit i dont care about

What time did you wake up today? 5:30

seth is born! another child jeeze! I Cant Wait To See Him

This Was in My Friends Info, And I Thought It Was Great!

15 REASONS TO DATE A SWIMMER:
1 - we're half naked all the time
2 - we're always wet and we love it
3 - we do it on our backs or our stomachs.
4 - we are ready at the sound of a buzzer
5 - we can do it fast or slow
6 - we can do it 4 diff wayz
7 - no matter how tired we get we can always keep going
8 - we can do it in the cold or in the rain.
9 - we do it in water
10- we are always in shape
11- we're always ready to go fast
12- it wont take long to get us undresesed
13- we have excellent endurance and stamina
14- we don't mind it when it gets a lil rough
15- we're just so hot

today was conference and im totally not happy because for one thing i didnt make my state cut in the 200 back, =(, nor in the 100, but i was close like always, and it took me all day, me weekend was pretty blah, i was there till like 2:30, but they gave us frizbees, so its all good, i guess?. so blah

I thought this had a good point...

i'm not afraid of height's - i'm afraid of
falling - i'm not scared of the dark - i'm
afraid of what's in it. - i'm not afraid to
love - i'm afraid of not being loved back